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 Thirty Years in the Merchant Navy

 

Every sailor knows this instinctively: When you lie at sea, people die. On land, the deaths are slower — reputations, livelihoods, families, futures — but the principle is the same. Honesty is not just the best policy. It is the only thing that keeps a nation afloat.

This is the story of my nearly thirty years at sea as a ship's steward and cook, culminating in my purchase of the Cape Bridgewater Holiday Camp. Unfortunately, organised crime, government corruption, and bureaucratic misconduct have devastated the lives of many individuals and continue to do so in 2026. 

Why were these egregious crimes allowed to unfold under the guise of a government-endorsed arbitration? It is deeply troubling that I was threatened by two different executives at Telstra, both delivering the same sinister message: I was to stop providing the Australian Federal Police (AFP) with Freedom of Information documents. These documents, originally provided by Telstra to aid in the arbitration process, were suddenly deemed a liability to their interests. This raises alarming questions about the integrity of the arbitration and suggests a troubling collusion between Telstra and higher powers to protect themselves at the expense of justice. It appears that rather than addressing the unlawful interception of my telephone conversations, there was an active effort to silence any exposure of wrongdoing. This treachery not only undermines the arbitration process but also endangers the very foundation of law enforcement and accountability

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Absent Justice - My StoryThe narrative on absentjustice.com reveals instances of government corruption by using official government records to support its claims. Without the over 1,360 documents presented, it would be challenging to believe the account provided. Why would the previous arbitrator, Dr Gordon Hughes, who was assigned to evaluate my government's endorsed arbitration process, permit John Pinnock, the Telecommunications Industry Ombudsman, to write to the Institute of Arbitrators Australia? In that communication, Pinnock stated that I had confessed in writing to calling Dr Hughes' wife at 2:00 AM, despite the fact that no such call was made, nor did I ever admit to it in writing → Open Letter dated 25 September 2025 → "The first remedy pursued"

My open letter from 25 September 2025 reveals a troubling truth: If Dr. Hughes' wife consciously condoned her husband's vile actions, and if the TIO blatantly employed deceit to manipulate an issue involving her and me—fully aware it was an utter fabrication—in order to thwart the Institute of Arbitrators Australia from investigating my allegations against her husband, then she stands as a charlatan, no more trustworthy than Dr. Hughes himself. Yet, if she remains blissfully ignorant of her husband's treachery and the TIO’s corruption, even after thirty years, it underscores a chilling reality: Dr Hughes and John Pinnock embody the darkest depths of human deceit, allowing this monstrous lie to obliterate any hope I had for a fair hearing. Their betrayal is nothing short of despicable, a conspiracy that seeks to ruin lives for their own selfish gain.

As of 2026, Dr Gordon Hughes is the Principal Lawyer at Davies Collison Cave Lawyers in Melbourne → → https://shorturl.at/L4tbp

Could Dr Hughes be holding a grudge against me? After he failed to respond twice to my allegations that Telstra had carried out their threats while he was still missing in action, I took my concerns to Senator Ron Boswell. The Senator later discussed a document in the Senate on September 20, 1995, which stated that Dr Hughes was pressured to use Telstra's drafted arbitration agreement instead of the independently drafted agreement approved by the Liberal Coalition and the Australian Democrats, along with the COT Cases lawyers.

The insult only added fuel to the fire of my torment when the conniving government bureaucrats, entrenched in the COT Cases, dared to award Dr Gordon Hughes an "Order of Australia." This mockery came despite the havoc he wreaked on my life and the life of my partner, who, since arriving at the Cape Bridgewater Holiday Camp in 1994 to stand by me against this despicable wretch, has been reduced to a mere shadow of her former self. It’s a treacherous betrayal that makes their hypocrisy even more chilling.

 

Evidence that Dr Hughes and his consultants did not read the 24,000 late-released FOI documents is shown in the image below; a single click will suffice.

 

Absent Justice - 24000  documents not  viewed

 

On May 12, 1995, Dr Hughes admitted in writing that using this arbitration agreement in my case "did not allow sufficient time in the Arbitration Agreement for inevitable delays associated with the production of documents, obtaining further particulars, and the preparation of technical reports." How corrupt was this man? I can’t help but wonder what Mrs Hughes really thinks about him allowing the three remaining claimants more than 13 months to prepare their claims due to deficiencies in the agreement, while I was given significantly less time (see (Open Letter File No 55-A) All four of us—Ann Garms, Maureen Gillan, Graham Schorer, and I—signed the same agreement in April 1994. If this isn't discrimination of the worst kind, then what is?

Some may contend that Dr Hughes's actions were even more insidious, using his wife’s reputable name as a shield to sabotage an investigation by the Institute of Arbitrators Australia into my claims. While I acknowledge that this behaviour signifies an astonishing level of misconduct rarely seen, even among those masquerading as honourable men like Dr Hughes, the situation becomes even more alarming. He boldly asserted to Laurie James, the President of the Institute, that he and his arbitration consultants had thoroughly reviewed the 24,000 FOI documents I was unable to submit. I had warned Laurie James that Telstra had obstructed my attempts to obtain these documents, as I was still aiding the Australian Federal Police in their inquiries into serious allegations against Telstra.

When these documents were finally released—months after they were due—Dr. Hughes callously dismissed them, even after I managed to extract two critical reports from the trove. It was his calculated refusal to compel Telstra to release these FOI documents that emboldened Senator Ron Boswell to bring these threats to light in the Senate on November 29, 1994. This betrayal demonstrates a deliberate and treacherous manoeuvre to shield himself and others from accountability.

Threats made

Absent Justice - My Story - Senator Ron Boswell

Threats carried out 

On page 180, ERC&A, from the official Australian Senate Hansard, dated 29 November 1994, reports Senator Ron Boswell asking Telstra’s legal directorate:

“Why did Telecom advise the Commonwealth Ombudsman that Telecom withheld FOI documents from Alan Smith because Alan Smith provided Telecom FOI documents to the Australian Federal Police during their investigation?”

After receiving a hollow response from Telstra, which the senator, the AFP and I all knew was utterly false, the senator states:

“…Why would Telecom withhold vital documents from the AFP? Also, why would Telecom penalise COT members for providing documents to the AFP which substantiate that Telecom had conducted unauthorised interceptions of COT members’ communications and subsequently dealt in the intercepted information by providing that information to Telecom’s external legal advisers and others?” (See Senate Evidence File No 31)

 

Absent Justice - My Story - Australian Federal Police

 

I would like to refer the reader to my letter dated July 15, 2009, addressed to Paul Crowley, the CEO of the Institute of Arbitrators and Mediators Australia. (Exhibit 13-B and 13-C → Burying The Evidence File 13-HIn this letter, I included a correspondence from Graham Schorer, who was the spokesperson for COT Cases and a former client of the arbitrator Dr Gordon Hughes (see Chapter 3 - Conflict of Interest).

Exhibit 13-H → Burying The Evidence File 13-H is the letter dated August 4, 1998 and attached to it is also exhibited as (13-H) a statutory declaration from Mr Schorer to me, which detailed a phone conversation he had with the arbitrator Dr Gordon Hughes during the 1994 arbitrations concerning lost Telstra COT-related faxes. My arbitration had been over for three years, and it was revealed during a pending appeal that 41 of my faxes during my 13-month arbitration were not on the arbitrator's schedule of received documents, even though my fax billing account showed they had been sent. Mr Schorer alerted the Senate to this, as did Dr Hughes, and it was Dr Hughes' response that gave us hope that we could have these lost arbitration fax matters investigated. During that conversation, Mr Schorer had with Dr Hughes, Dr Hughes explained to Graham Schorer in detail that:

"Hunt & Hunt (The company's) Australian Head Office was located in Sydney, and (the company) is a member of an international association of law firms. Due to overseas time zone differences, at close of business,  Melbourne's incoming facsimiles are night switched to automatically divert to Hunt & Hunt Sydney office where someone is always on duty. There are occasions on the opening of the Melbourne office, the person responsible for cancelling the night switching of incoming faxes from the Melbourne office to the Sydney Office, has failed to cancel the automatic diversion of incoming facsimiles." Burying The Evidence File 13-H.

Dr Hughes’s failure to disclose the faxing issues to the Australian Federal Police during my arbitration is deeply concerning. The AFP was investigating the interception of my faxes to the arbitrator's office. Yet, this crucial matter was a significant aspect of my claim that Dr Hughes chose not to address in his award or mention in any of his findings. The loss of essential arbitration documents throughout the COT Cases is a serious indictment of the process.

Even more troubling is that Dr Hughes was aware of the faxing problems between the Sydney and Melbourne offices before his appointment as an arbitrator in seven arbitrations, all coordinated within 12 months. During this time, COT claimants—two in Brisbane and five in Melbourne—frequently expressed frustration that the arbitrator's office was not responding to their faxes. This raises alarming questions about potential criminal negligence and the integrity of the arbitration process.

John Pinnock, the Telecommunications Industry Ombudsman and the second appointed administrator for my arbitration, acknowledged that 41 of my claim documents, which were also mini reports, had not been investigated by Dr Hughes. Despite Dr Hughes admitting that these documents might have been lost by his Sydney office, I was still denied the opportunity to have the 41 claim documents evaluated on their merits.

 

The Weight of Treachery

My 3 February 1994 letter to Michael Lee, Minister for Communications (see Hacking-Julian Assange File No/27-A) and a subsequent letter from Fay Holthuyzen, assistant to the minister (see Hacking-Julian Assange File No/27-B), to Telstra’s corporate secretary, show that I was concerned that my faxes were being illegally intercepted. 

Leading up to the signing of the COT Cases arbitration, on 21 April 1994, AUSTEL wrote to Telstra on 10 February 1994 stating:

“Yesterday we were called upon by officers of the Australian Federal Police in relation to the taping of the telephone services of COT Cases.

“Given the investigation now being conducted by that agency and the responsibilities imposed on AUSTEL by section 47 of the Telecommunications Act 1991, the nine tapes previously supplied by Telecom to AUSTEL were made available for the attention of the Commissioner of Police.” (See Illegal Interception File No/3)

An internal government memo, dated 25 February 1994, confirms that the minister advised me that the Australian Federal Police (AFP) would investigate my allegations of illegal phone/fax interception. (See Hacking-Julian Assange File No/28)

This internal, dated 25 February 1994, is a Government Memo confirming that the then-Minister for Communications and the Arts had written to advise that the Australian Federal Police (AFP) would investigate my allegations of illegal phone/fax interception. (AFP Evidence File No 4)

 

Absent Justice - My Story

 

A System Built on Silence

📠 The Vanishing Faxes: A Calculated Disruption

Exhibits 646 and 647 (see ) clearly show that, in writing, Telstra admitted to the Australian Federal Police on 14 April 1994 that my private and business telephone conversations were listened to and recorded over several months, but only when a particular officer was on duty.

This particular Telstra technician, who was then based in Portland, not only monitored my phone conversations but also took the alarming step of sharing my personal and business information with an individual named "Micky." He provided Micky with my phone and fax numbers, which I had used to contact my telephone and fax service provider (please refer to Exhibit 518, FOI folio document K03273 - ).

To this day, this technician has not been held accountable or asked to clarify who authorised him to disclose my sensitive information to "Micky." I am perplexed as to why Dr Gordon Hughes did not pursue any inquiries with Telstra regarding this local technician’s actions. Specifically, why was he permitted to reveal my private and business details without any apparent oversight or justification?

The interception of my telephone conversations and arbitration-related faxes appears to date back to two years before my arbitration began. This is evidenced by the 93 questions raised by the Australian Federal Police during my second interview, which took place during the arbitration (Australian Federal Police Investigation File No/1)  

 

ARBITRATION - MELBOURNE - HONG KONG

A story of despair and heartache:

The situation becomes even more alarming when we consider the impact on individuals around the globe who have opted for arbitration using the facilities of John Rundell, a former KPMG partner and the previous Arbitration Project Manager for my case. Rundell is associated with at least two recognized arbitration centers—one located in Melbourne, Australia, and the other in Hong Kong.

Evidence available on our absenjustice.com website reveals troubling actions taken during my arbitration process. Specifically, there are indications that Rundell was prepared to remove the signature of a technical consultant from Lane Telecommunications Pty Ltd and replace it with that of a Canadian technical consultant. This deceptive practice misled all involved parties into believing that DMR Group Canada had conducted the majority of the assessments. However, the reality was that Lane—an ex-Telstra employee—had performed the actual evaluations. Lane was subsequently acquired by Ericsson of Sweden, specifically regarding its telephone equipment, which was under investigation throughout my arbitration.

During this critical period, Lane refused to test my Ericsson AXE telephone equipment, a decision made on April 6, 1995, while John Rundell was overseeing the entire operation. This refusal raises significant concerns about the integrity of the arbitration process. It prompts a crucial question: How many other arbitrations have been compromised or misled by similar actions taken by John Rundell?

Given the serious nature of these allegations, I am considering whether I have a duty of care to bring this matter to light. It seems imperative to safeguard the rights of other arbitrators and parties involved in arbitrations organised through Mr Rundell's firms in both Australia and Hong Kong. Exposing these issues could play a vital role in ensuring fairness and transparency in the arbitration process for future participants.

 

The Letter in Question 

This damning letter by John Rundell, dated  18 April 1995, advises the first appointed TIO and administrator to my arbitration, Warwick Smith, copied to Dr Gordon Hughes and the TIO Legal Counsel that: 

“It is unfortunate that there have been forces at work collectively beyond our reasonable control that have delayed us in undertaking our work.

“Any technical report prepared in draft by Lanes will be signed off and appear on the letter of DMR Inc.” (see Prologue Evidence File No 22-A)

When Dr Gordon Hughes, Warwick Smith, and Peter Bartlett, the three legal experts, allowed the critical letter of 18 April 1995 to be hidden from the four COT cases, they directly assisted the "forces at work" to disrupt all four COT cases' arbitrations. If John Rundell had sent a copy of his letter to the four COT cases, as he should have, all four of us could have approached the Federal Government at once.

With Mr Rundell's letter as evidence, we would have had a reasonable chance of having all four processes reviewed and amended, at the very least. It's worth noting that the federal government initially endorsed those first four Fast Track Arbitration Procedures.

 

Infringe upon the civil liberties

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Absent Justice - Senator Kim Carr

Most Disturbing And Unacceptable 

The Honourable David Hawker MP, who later became the Speaker of the House of Representatives, sent a copy of the first draft of the absentjustice.com manuscript to several government officials at Parliament House in Canberra over two decades ago. Initially, these officials expressed interest in investigating the information, but they later decided not to proceed. In late 1998, Neil Jepson, a barrister for the Major Fraud Group at Victoria Police, suggested that I share copies of the manuscript with Senators whom he believed might be interested. Senator Kin Carr responded to me on January 27, 1999, stating:

“I continue to maintain a strong interest in your case along with those of your fellow ‘Casualties of Telstra’. The appalling manner in which you have been treated by Telstra is in itself reason to pursue the issues, but also confirms my strongly held belief in the need for Telstra to remain firmly in public ownership and subject to public and parliamentary scrutiny and accountability.

“Your manuscript demonstrates quite clearly how Telstra has been prepared to infringe upon the civil liberties of Australian citizens in a manner that is most disturbing and unacceptable.” 

Over the past two decades, I have sought assistance from six government agencies and two self-funded ombudsmen to investigate the injustices committed against me and my partner, Cathy. Each of these agencies is committed to conducting thorough investigations, and in response, I have incurred significant expenses, totalling thousands of dollars, to provide the necessary documentation and materials they requested throughout the process.

Despite my persistent efforts and the substantial financial investment, I have yet to receive a written finding from any of these agencies or ombudsmen. Each time, I have been assured that a formal finding—whether it substantiates my claims or not—would ultimately facilitate a resolution or foreclosure that could help us address the serious crimes that we have endured. 
 

On 15 November 1995, John Rundell wrote a letter to John Pinnock, the Telecommunication Industry Ombudsman (TIO), while he was a partner at KPMG. In this letter, he misled and deceived the TIO regarding the validity of my claim against the conduct of the COT arbitrations. This misinformation occurred during the Institute of Arbitrators Australia's investigation into my claims. I wonder how much KPMG’s reputation influenced the TIO's decision not to investigate the matter thoroughly. At that time, KPMG had not yet damaged its reputation, which may have deterred the TIO from scrutinising John Rundell's actions. 

In late 1999, after I was seconded to assist the Major Fraud Group of Victoria Police, Mr. Neil Jepson, a barrister for the Major Fraud Group and a professional associate and friend of my forensic accountant Derek Ryan from DMR Corporate Melbourne, informed me that many members of the establishment, including the three arbitration administrators named below, were involved in covering up the systemic billing problems I had uncovered. These issues affected thousands of Australian citizens and appeared to involve a coordinated effort to conceal my evidence.

Around the world in 80 dishes and a few disasters - Absent Justice Please read “Around the World in 80 Dishes… and a Few Disasters” on absentjustice.com. It will help me finish telling the rest of this story on absentjustice.com about the “Casualties of Telstra.” Refer to  promoteyourstory.com.au.

You can grab your copy of the published version of the book here: → promoteyourstory.com.au 
 

 “The Way of the Sea” — A Shanty for a Cook of Thirty Years

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Around the world in 80 dishes and a few disasters - Absent Justice (Verse 1)
Oh, I signed aboard as a galley lad, With a skillet, a knife, and a grin, Through thirty years of gales and storms, Where the sea decides who’ll win. From Fremantle’s heat to the cold North Sea, through ports where the wild winds blow, I learned my trade on a rolling deck, and the sea taught all I know.

  • (Chorus) So heave away, boys, heave away, For the truth rides every wave. The sea is the straightest life I’ve known, and the only one that saved. Wine and women and songs at night, and the dawn with a sailor’s plea— learned right from wrong on a heaving deck, for that’s the way of the sea.

(Verse 2)
In far‑off ports with lantern lights, where the taverns never sleep, I tasted life in a hundred ways that the land could never keep. But the sea was honest, hard, and fair. She’ll break you or set you free—And every scar on my weathered hands was earned with dignity.

  • (Chorus) So heave away, boys, heave away, For the truth rides every wave. The sea is the straightest life I’ve known, and the only one that saved. Wine and women and songs at night, and the dawn with a sailor’s plea— learned right from wrong on a heaving deck, for that’s the way of the sea. 

(Verse 3)
But when I stepped ashore at last, after thirty years afloat, I found no honour in the halls where the landbound men all gloat. I saw shadows behind their smiles, and deeds no man should see—Corruption deep as the ocean trench, and treachery running free. (Bridge) Oh, the sea may roar, and the sea may rage, but she never lies to me. It’s the land that twists a good man’s heart with its quiet cruelty.

  • (Final Chorus) So heave away, boys, heave away, For the truth rides every wave. The sea is the straightest life I’ve known, and the only one that saved wine and women and songs at night, and the dawn with a sailor’s plea— learned right from wrong on a heaving deck, for that’s the way of the sea.—On absentjustice.com, he writes of the way of the open sea  Alan Smith - 20/03/2026

One notable voyage stands out as illustrative of my views on trade and international relations. I firmly believe that Australia should provide wheat to a starving China out of a sense of humanitarian responsibility. However, I strongly oppose the government’s failure to secure a binding agreement that would prevent that wheat from being diverted to North Vietnam. As a seasoned seaman, I find Australia’s dealings in woodchips, natural gas, and oil particularly troubling, especially considering the absence of annual price reviews that could protect our interests in an ever-changing global market. It concerns me that many of our trade ministers come from legal backgrounds and lean heavily on bureaucrats who often lack practical, real-world maritime experience.

Historically, seamen have served as the eyes and ears of the world, communicating with fellow sailors in ports around the world. They possess invaluable knowledge of cargo movements, port depths, and when ports require dredging to accommodate larger vessels. They are attuned to shifts in the weather, changes in wind patterns, and the effects of sand erosion, all of which can significantly impact maritime trade. It's hard to envision a bureaucrat lowering themselves to converse with a seaman who appears inebriated. Yet, often, these seamen are not as intoxicated as they seem; they may be strategically feigning drunkenness to negotiate better prices on the goods they are about to trade, which can then yield even higher profits in foreign markets.
 
Australia compromised its integrity by selling wheat to China without proper negotiation. If I had not shown compassion toward the Chinese Red Guards who were prepared to shoot me during a particularly harrowing moment (as I have recounted in my book and below), I wouldn’t be able to share this story at the age of nearly 82. I decided to feed the starving Red Guards, looking for an opening, and one came as shown below.
⚠️ A Glimpse Into Government‑Sanctioned Treacher
 
I strongly encourage everyone visiting this site to take a moment to download AUSTEL’s Adverse Findings, a compelling 69-page government report that unravels an intricate web of deception. As you delve into the meticulously detailed 212 points outlined in this document, you will likely find yourself questioning why a government communications regulator would go to such extraordinary lengths to hide a critical piece of evidence during a government-endorsed arbitration.
 
Among the nine arbitration officials representing Telstra, one individual, driven by undisclosed motives, egregiously lied under oath in their witness statements, fundamentally misrepresenting the troubling reality my business faced. In their statements submitted to the arbitrator, they insisted that my business had not endured any adverse effects from the ongoing telephone issues I had reported in my 58-page Letter of Claim dated June 15, 1994, and my 20 January 1995 reply to Telstra's defence of my Letter of Claim (see CAV P3- Exhibit 8- Exhibit 9.
 
I have been overwhelmed by an outpouring of correspondence from over 180 individuals, which includes a diverse group of lawyers, experienced arbitrators, and even a judge from the Court of Cairo in Egypt. Many of these professionals have taken the time to email me, expressing their concern that the issues I am facing within the arbitration system would be considered unacceptable in their own legal systems. I submitted one particularly impactful letter from a barrister-arbitrator at the Egyptian Court to the Australian Federal Police, emphasising the seriousness of what the arbitrators in Australia have done, particularly the gross misconduct of the arbitrator not just during my arbitration but after it, as my Open letter dated September 25, 2025, titled The first remedy pursued shows.
 
In 2026, Dr Gordon Hughes is Principal Lawyer of Davies Collison Cave's Lawyers Melbourne → https://shorturl.at/L4tbp
 
Furthermore, a barrister based in Italy has reached out, requesting that I keep his office informed of developments in my case, indicating international interest in my story. Given this level of attention, I encourage visitors to absentjustice.com to download my original 56-page Letter of Claim, as well as my 42-page detailed response to Telstra's reply to that claim. These documents provide crucial insight into the complexities of my situation. (See CAV P3- Exhibit 8- Exhibit 9)
 

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On September 26, 1997, John Pinnock, the second appointed Telecommunications Industry Ombudsman and the second administrator of the COT arbitrations, formally addressed a Senate estimates committee. He noted on page 99 of the COMMONWEALTH OF AUSTRALIA - Parliament of Australia Hansard record that:

“In the process leading up to the development of the arbitration procedures – the claimants were told clearly that documents were to be made available to them under the FOI Act.

“Firstly, and perhaps most significantly, the arbitrator had no control over that process, because it was a process conducted entirely outside the ambit of the arbitration procedures.”

The Fallout
The words Pinnock delivered on 26 September 1997 did not vanish into the sterile air of the Senate chamber. They lingered, heavy and corrosive, like smoke that clings to the walls long after the fire has gone. For the COT Case claimants, his testimony was more than bureaucratic doublespeak — it was confirmation that the arbitration process had been hijacked and twisted into something unrecognisable. An injustice sixteen of the twenty-one COT Cases have had to live with for the past thirty years → An Injustice to the remaining 16 Australian citizens.

In stark contrast, the disturbing findings of the clandestinely prepared report, which you can access as AUSTEL’s Adverse Findings, chillingly document that the pervasive failure of telephone services had indeed inflicted significant harm on my business operations. Alarmingly, this crucial report was withheld not only from me but also from the arbitrator overseeing the case. 
 
This situation is just one of the many troubling examples showcased on absentjustice.com, highlighting the lack of transparency surrounding arbitrations in Australia. The evidence meticulously laid out in the 212-page report paints a disheartening picture of a system that fails to uphold the principles of fairness and accountability.
 
 
 

 

Senate Evidence File No 12 reveals a dark and insidious reality: I was threatened on two occasions—August 16, 2001, and December 6, 2004—for contemplating disclosure of the secret In-Camera Hansard records dated July 6 and 9, 1998. Being charged with contempt of the Senate can result in a maximum sentence of 2 years in jail. These records expose a shocking truth: Senator Chris Schacht from South Australia openly stated that permitting compensation for only five COT cases, while neglecting the remaining sixteen, would be a flagrant injustice. The Senate Schedule unmistakably pointed to these unresolved cases, as well as the five that received compensation. Schacht's chilling words— "It would be an injustice for the remaining other sixteen"—echo the treachery of the system.

What unfolded for those five cases is a grim testament to this betrayal. I harbour no resentment towards them, as they have suffered immensely over the years. But while they were awarded a staggering $18 million in punitive damages between them, the rest of us—those left in the shadows—continue to wait for justice that feels increasingly unattainable.

The Inquiry That Never Was

How AUSTEL, Telstra, and Ericsson Colluded in Silence

When Robin Davey, Chairman of AUSTEL—the government’s own communications watchdog—and his General Manager of Consumer Affairs, John MacMahon, summoned me to Melbourne, I believed, perhaps naively, that the truth was finally breaking through the cracks. They wanted my help. They needed my evidence. They were investigating the widespread billing anomalies and catastrophic faxing failures linked to the Ericsson AXE telephone exchanges across Victoria.

For a moment, it felt as though the system was waking up. But beneath that thin veneer of official concern, something darker was already in motion.

I walked into that meeting carrying the very evidence that should have blown the lid off the entire Ericsson scandal. My arbitration was still underway, and my technical consultants had already warned the arbitrator—and even senators—that the AXE faults were real, systemic, and devastating. Yet no one stepped in. No one paused the process. No one protected the integrity of the arbitration. Instead, they let it run its course—straight into the ground.

What I didn’t know then was that the government had already made its choice. They weren’t gathering evidence to expose Ericsson. They were gathering it to bury it.

AUSTEL took my documents, my logs, my proof of systemic AXE failures—evidence that Telstra had concealed for years—and locked it away. They didn’t give it to the arbitrator. They didn’t disclose it to the Senate. They didn’t even acknowledge it publicly. They hid it (see Open letter File No/46-A to 46-l). 

And then, five months after my arbitration collapsed under the weight of withheld evidence, AUSTEL quietly launched a secret investigation into the very same Ericsson AXE problems I had warned them about. They did it behind closed doors, without notifying me, the arbitrator, or correcting the injustice they had just allowed to unfold.

This wasn’t negligence. It was orchestration. The government knew Ericsson’s equipment was failing. They knew Telstra was covering it up. They knew the COT Cases were being crushed by falsified data, missing logs, and manipulated test results. And still—they chose silence. The truth is as stark as it is unsettling:→ Absent Justice Part 2 - Chapter 14 - Was it Legal or Illegal?


AUSTEL, Telstra, and Ericsson worked in quiet alignment, each protecting the others and ensuring that the Ericsson AXE scandal never saw the light of day during the arbitrations.

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Absent Justice - Telstras FOI Game

 

How do you bring to light the quiet, bureaucratic violence inflicted on ordinary Australians who dared to challenge a government‑backed corporation?
How do you describe the psychological warfare of unanswered letters, delayed FOI requests, missing documents, and shifting goalposts? How do you show that this wasn’t mere administrative incompetence but a deliberate strategy: exhaust the claimants, confuse them, isolate them, and ultimately break them? How do you convey the cruelty of watching your evidence vanish into a bureaucratic void while the defendants enjoyed unrestricted access to your private communications? How do you articulate the despair of realising that the very government you trusted to protect your rights had instead weaponised its own processes against you? And how do you ensure that future generations understand that this wasn’t an accident of history but a calculated decision to sacrifice citizens in order to shield institutions?

How do you document a scandal so vast, so meticulously orchestrated, that even seasoned politicians struggle to believe it?
How do you recount the moment a Senator, after reading your draft, nearly broke down—not because your story was exaggerated, but because it was too real, too detailed, too damning? How do you explain that the corruption was not the work of a few rogue actors but a network of officials, consultants, lawyers, and executives who each played their part in maintaining the illusion of legitimacy? How do you show that the cover‑ups were not spontaneous but systematic, supported by layers of silence, loyalty, and fear? How do you capture the enormity of a scandal where the defendants intercepted your faxes, stored them, analysed them, and used them against you, all while the arbitrator’s office pretended your documents had never arrived? And how do you ask the nation to confront the possibility that this was not an isolated incident, but a template used in other arbitrations, perhaps still used today?

How do you hold a government to account when the very mechanisms designed to expose wrongdoing have been quietly neutralised?
How do you compel transparency from institutions that have mastered the art of selective disclosure, redaction, and bureaucratic fog? How do you force sunlight into rooms where decisions were made without minutes, without witnesses, without any traceable accountability? How do you challenge a system where Freedom of Information requests are treated not as a citizen’s right but as an inconvenience to be managed, delayed, or strategically denied? How do you confront a government that insists “no documents exist” when you have already seen the documents, referenced them, and in some cases held them in your hands before they mysteriously vanished from official archives? How do you expose a culture where truth is treated as a threat, where whistleblowers are punished, and where the preservation of institutional reputation is valued above the rights of the people those institutions are meant to serve? And how do you do all this while knowing that every step you take is being monitored, recorded, and quietly assessed by the very entities you are trying to expose?

 

Absent Justice - Renowned Australian Author

How do you convince an unsuspecting public that an arbitration system—sold to them as fair, transparent, and independent—was in fact engineered to fail the very citizens it claimed to protect?
How do you peel back the polished veneer of “due process” to reveal the machinery beneath: a machinery built not for justice, but for containment, delay, and quiet disposal? How do you show that the so‑called safeguards, the “independent” assessors, the “impartial” administrators, were nothing more than window dressing designed to give the illusion of accountability while the real decisions were being made in back rooms, whispered between bureaucrats and corporate executives? How do you demonstrate that the outcome was predetermined long before the first document was filed, long before the first hearing was scheduled, long before the first claimant dared to believe that truth might prevail? And how do you do all this without the public recoiling in disbelief, insisting that such treachery could never occur in a modern democracy?

How do you expose a system where the very people entrusted to oversee fairness quietly became participants in the deception?
How do you reveal that the watchdogs—those appointed to ensure integrity—were in fact guarding nothing but the reputations of the powerful? How do you show that they turned a blind eye to evidence tampering, document withholding, and procedural sabotage, not because they were incompetent, but because they were complicit? How do you explain that these “umpires” were not neutral referees but silent partners in a scheme to protect a government‑owned corporation from accountability? How do you illustrate the moral decay required for an arbitrator to knowingly accept doctored reports, falsified test results, and incomplete evidence bundles, all while assuring the claimants that everything was above board? And how do you capture the chilling realisation that the system was never broken — it was functioning exactly as intended?

How can a government‑owned telecommunications carrier possibly expect trust when its very first act is deception dressed up as cooperation. They promise — in writing — to provide the documents you need to support your claim. They assure you that transparency will guide the process. But the moment you agree to fund your own arbitration, the mask slips. Suddenly, access to those crucial Freedom of Information documents is denied. The very evidence you were told would be available becomes “unavailable,” “delayed,” or “under review,” as if the truth itself has been placed in quarantine.

And when, after months of stonewalling, a handful of documents finally dribble out — long after your claim has been lost — they arrive mutilated. Entire pages blacked out. Sentences amputated. Names, dates, and technical details erased. What remains is a skeleton of information, stripped of meaning. Worse still, the documents are released without any coherent numbering system, making it impossible to trace related material or identify what has been withheld. It’s not incompetence.

It’s strategy.

This is not the behaviour of an organisation seeking fairness. It’s the behaviour of a defendant controlling the evidence while pretending to participate in justice. A web of deceit, carefully spun to keep you blind, isolated, and powerless. They hold the documents. They control the timing. They decide what you see and what you never will. And then they have the audacity to call it arbitration — as if the word alone could disguise the imbalance of power or the deliberate obstruction of truth.

If GS File 75, Exhibits 1 to 88, do not reveal the truth about how Telstra treated the COT Cases during our disputes or how it has treated any similar Australian citizen, I encourage you to consider the following internal memo from Telstra's General Manager to the Manager of Network Investigations regarding me and my business. The subject is the Cape Bridgewater Holiday Camp FOI folio Ko3281, which pertains to a briefcase accidentally left at my Holiday Camp on June 3, 1993, by Telstra senior network investigator Hew Macintosh. The memo states:

"I refer to our telephone conversation regarding the material contained in Mr Macintosh's briefcase.

Please find attached a letter from Austel (the government communications authority) regarding that incident. Whilst  I can respond to the details regarding the information provided to him at the time of settlement, I cannot comment on the variation between what Mr Smith was told and the contents of the network Investigations files. I need your assistance for this. Can we discuss as soon as possible, please?"GS File 79 Exhibit 1 to 88

On 19 December 1995, Darren Kearney from AUSTEL visited my premises, seven months after my arbitration concluded. He assessed the valuation based on what the arbitrator had awarded me, without knowing the contents of the briefcases or the information I had received in a settlement on 11 December 1995. Mr Kearney stated that if the arbitrator had been aware of the misleading and deceptive information I was given during my 1992 settlement with Telstra, the valuation of my loss would have been threefold. Therefore, the award granted to me on 11 May 1995 would have been significantly higher.

While my situation is specific to my case, it reflects a common theme among other COT Cases, all of which have similar experiences. My case is not unique; I just happen to have the evidence to support my claims. Despite this, the government has never assessed my losses based on the evidence I provided to them on 19 December 1995. → see also An Injustice to the remaining 16 Australian citizens

🕳️ A Pattern Too Deliberate to Ignore

As you scroll through the many mini‑reports and narratives on absentjustice.com, you will notice that some segments, exhibits, and images appear a second or even a third time. This is not an oversight. It is deliberate.

For more than thirty years, the government bureaucrats who shielded Telstra—along with the arbitrator and the government agencies that quietly enabled Telstra’s relentless attacks on our group—relied on repetition, obstruction, and silence to bury the truth. Their strategy was simple: drown the facts, exhaust the victims, and hope the public never noticed the pattern. To counter that, I have had to show, again and again, that what happened to the COT Cases was not a one‑off mistake or a bureaucratic misstep. It was a system. A machinery of protection that allowed Telstra to behave like a cancer, spreading through every layer of the arbitration process.

Revisiting the same evidence is the only way a reader can grasp the scale of this misconduct. Telstra’s own documents expose how the arbitration system was twisted—not to uncover the truth, but to suffocate it. Each repeated exhibit reveals another strand in a web of deceit, each recycled image another glimpse into a pattern of behaviour that resurfaced across years, across claimants, across every stage of the process.

This story cannot be understood through a single example. It must be unravelled through the recurring signs of institutional decay—the same lies, the same treacherous tactics, the same insidious cover‑ups—repeating themselves with chilling consistency. Only by recognising these patterns can the reader begin to comprehend the nightmare we, the Casualties of Telstra, endured. Our attempt to challenge the corrupt telecommunications services inflicted on our small businesses was met not with fairness, but with discrimination and contempt. We asked only for the same treatment afforded to other Australian enterprises. Instead, we were fed into a system that failed us repeatedly, a betrayal that felt calculated.

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→ Are arbitrations conducted in Hong Kong scrutinised enough?


⚠️ A System Built to Conceal, Not to Correct

My journey through the Administrative Appeals Tribunal (AAT) and the Freedom of Information process marked the beginning of a descent into a system that was not merely flawed, but disturbingly opaque. This was only the first chapter of two parallel processes I was forced to navigate, followed by eleven further remedies—all pursued because the arbitrator, Dr Gordon Hughes, refused to compel Telstra to address the telephone faults that crippled my business.

On 11 May 1995, Dr Hughes issued his findings. They ignored the ongoing telephone and fax problems that continued to sabotage my livelihood. Desperate for resolution, I allowed myself to be drawn into yet another government‑endorsed arbitration process, unaware that I was stepping deeper into a labyrinth designed to protect Telstra, not the truth.

What makes this even more sinister is that a government body later concluded my claims were neither frivolous nor vexatious. This stands in stark contrast to the baseless accusations circulated by certain individuals within the government—individuals who went on to oversee arbitrations globally, establishing offices in Hong Kong and Melbourne. One of them, John Rundell, has been implicated in altering and tampering with arbitration reports to covertly favour one side. This behaviour surfaced in my own arbitration and casts a long, cold shadow over every case he touched.

His conduct demands a transparent investigation. The evidence supporting this call lies in the details of The First Remedy Pursued, and every visitor to absentjustice.com should examine it before reading further.

Despite Judge GD Friedman stating, “I don’t consider you, personally, to be frivolous or vexatious – far from it,” my claims continue to be ignored. This wilful dismissal of justice exposes the treachery embedded in the process—a treachery that has shaped my battle for decades. The corruption I have faced does not merely undermine my case; it threatens anyone who dares to enter an arbitration process overseen by these same disreputable individuals.

 
Meanwhile, Telstra’s systemic failures to uphold its commitments fostered a perverse situation in which Fox was being rewarded for its failure to Fox—a clear indication of the discrimination and injustice at play.
 
If this was not discrimination of the worst order, then what can be deemed as such?
 
A pivotal moment unfolded during my conversation with Helen Handbury after her second visit to my cosy holiday camp, following her thoughtful and insightful reading of my manuscript. As we sat across from each other, enveloped in a warmth and familiarity, I felt compelled to express my deep concern about her brother, Rupert Murdoch—a figure whose considerable influence casts a long shadow over Telstra. This telecommunications giant plays a significant role in the lives of countless Australians. I articulated my doubts about whether he had even laid eyes on my manuscript and whether acknowledging my claims of discrimination would be too much to expect under such circumstances.
 
In response, Helen reassured me, her tone calm and soothing. She revealed that she had not yet forwarded my manuscript to him, which alleviated some of the anxiety I had been carrying. She explained that her return to the holiday camp was solely to retrieve an item of clothing she had inadvertently left behind during her first visit. This minor yet personal detail added a genuine touch to our encounter, highlighting the connection we had developed over our conversations.
 
For years, I have harboured the belief that if Rupert Murdoch had taken even a moment to read my manuscript, I would likely have received a formal notice from his company—an official communication indicating they did not wish to pursue any further correspondence. This lingering thought occupies a significant space in my mind, shaping my understanding of the intricate dynamics at play in this complex and often disheartening situation.
 
Helen's response resonated deeply with me; she thoughtfully asked whether Rupert could truly remain indifferent to the plight of the COT Cases, especially if he fully understood the immense struggles, frustrations, and emotional toll we had endured. We fought valiantly against an obstructive system, paying hundreds of thousands of dollars in arbitration fees in a desperate attempt to compel an arbitrator to act on our unresolved phone issues. Yet, our passionate and unwavering efforts were callously dismissed as “fixed,” when in reality, they were anything but. This frustrating saga dragged on for a staggering eleven years, as thoroughly detailed in   Chapter 4 The New Owners Tell Their Story Chapter 5 Immoral - Hypocritical Conduct.
 
Following Helen Handbury's passing, I was deeply touched to receive a handwritten letter from her husband, Geoffrey Handbury. In his heartfelt note, he expressed genuine regret for his inability to engage with the complex issues we discussed, attributing it to his advancing age. I accepted Mr Handbury's sentiments with grace, recognising the sincerity behind his words and appreciating the connection we had formed. The Handbury family is well-respected in South West Victoria, not only for their generous philanthropy in supporting various worthy causes but also for the authentic warmth and kindness they extend to everyone they meet. Tragically, Geof has since passed away as well, leaving behind a legacy of compassion.
 
As I approach my 82nd year, I am inspired to document my experiences with the convoluted Telstra arbitration issues and the various unscrupulous lawyers and forensic accountants who exploited the plight of the COT arbitrations for their own gain. This entire experience serves as a poignant reminder of the inner strength required to confront daunting obstacles and the relentless resilience needed to pursue justice, even in the face of overwhelming uncertainty and adversity. Through my writing, I hope to illuminate the complexities of our struggle and inspire others to stand firm against injustice.

 

Absent Justice -  Cape Bridgewater Holiday Camp and Residence

 
In essence, a troubling disparity has long existed in how legal standards are applied across the Australian business landscape. Those with deep government connections — people like Rupert Murdoch — seem to move through a different system entirely, one where influence opens doors and failures are swiftly compensated. Meanwhile, those of us without such privileges are left to navigate a maze of bureaucracy, indifference, and neglect. It is a divide that becomes painfully clear when you compare how the government responded to Telstra’s failures when they affected Murdoch’s interests, and how it responded when those same failures destroyed the livelihoods of small business operators like me.
 
I have never denied the importance of protecting Foxtel’s enormous investment in cable infrastructure, nor the hidden costs of running a media empire of that scale. But I also know what it means to build something from the ground up — to pour your time, your savings, and your heart into a business that serves real people. Over the years, I invested heavily in building a vibrant agency operating across Melbourne, Ballarat, and Mount Gambier. It was the engine room for my Over Forties Single Club, a lively and much‑needed social hub where people over 40 could meet, connect, and rediscover companionship. Every weekend, the club generated between $6,000 and $7,000 in bookings. It wasn’t just a business; it was a community, a place where people found friendship and belonging.
 
Everything depended on one thing: a reliable telephone service.
 
When the 008/1800 free‑call system — the backbone of our operations — began to fail due to systemic software faults, everything collapsed. Calls dropped. Lines went dead. Customers couldn’t reach us. The revenue that sustained the business evaporated almost overnight. And unlike Murdoch, I received no compensation. No government intervention. No acknowledgement of the damage done. I was left to absorb the losses alone.
 
My story is far from unique. Across Australia, countless small businesses — possibly thousands — were suffering the same fate. Tourism operators, accommodation providers, tradespeople, community organisations: all of them depended on the telephone system to survive. When it failed, they failed. And yet the government, which moved mountains to protect Murdoch’s interests, seemed blind to the struggles of the very people who kept local economies alive.
 
This raises a question that has haunted me for decades: why does the government allocate vast resources to support the Murdoch empire while overlooking the legitimate struggles of grassroots operators who work tirelessly to contribute to their communities?
For many small business owners, the only path to justice was arbitration — a complex, costly, and often punishing process. They entered arbitration not because they wanted to, but because it was the only way to force Telstra to acknowledge the faults that were crippling their operations. Yet even after arbitration concluded, the problems that triggered it often continued. The faults persisted. The losses mounted. Businesses stagnated or collapsed. The system that was supposed to protect us instead became a mechanism for burying our claims.
 
For me, the consequences were long‑lasting and deeply personal. On 11 May 1995 — the very day I received my arbitration award — the telecommunications faults were still unresolved. They remained unresolved when the new owners purchased my beloved school holiday camp in December 2001. They bought it for its land value, not its business potential, because the phone faults had already rendered it unviable. Eight years later, in 2009, they went bankrupt. The same faults that crippled my business crippled theirs. The same silence that met my pleas met theirs. The same system that protected the powerful abandoned us both.
 
What makes this even more galling is that the government communications authority had already acknowledged the scale of my losses. In March 1994, they documented — in detail — that the revenue lost due to Telstra’s failures was substantial. Their own internal notes, spanning points 2 to 212 and referenced on page 33, point 85 of AUSTEL’s Adverse Findings, confirmed what I had been saying all along. Yet when it came time to calculate my losses, the figures were slashed to a fraction of their true value.
 
There is an enormous difference between $30.82 for a two‑night stay for school groups and $120 to $165 for a two‑night stay for social club patrons. Downgrading my losses by such a margin was not an accounting error. It was not a misunderstanding. It was a deliberate act that stripped away the truth of what I had lost. And when a government‑owned corporation knowingly reduces a claimant’s losses by such a percentage, it raises profound questions about fairness, integrity, and accountability.
 
This situation paints a vivid picture of the enduring struggles faced by small businesses caught in a web of inefficiency, neglect, and systemic imbalance. It is not about whether Foxtel deserved its compensation. It is about the profound inequity in the government's response to Telstra’s failures. One group received protection. The other received punishment. One group was compensated. The other was left to drown. One group had influence. The other had none.
 
And that is the heart of the injustice.

The potential Over Forties Single Club patrons’ testimonials are also referred to in the AUSTEL report of 3 March 1994:

“As Mr Smith points out, the RVA message had the potential to severely damage his business. An important point in relation to the possible financial impact of the RVA message on the Cape Bridgewater Holiday Camp service is the camp’s dependence on group bookings. In June 1992 the camp tariffs ranged from $1500 to $6000 per week, so the loss of even one booking because of the RVA problem could mean a substantial financial loss.” (Refer p33, point 85 AUSTEL’s Adverse Findings).

When AUSTEL representatives visited my venue, I also demonstrated that singles club customers regularly bought souvenirs before they left: printed Cape Bridgewater t-shirts, sweatshirts, postcards, headscarves, and crafted driftwood plant arrangements. Schoolchildren didn’t have that sort of money and typically only bought postcards. FHCA (the arbitration financial resource unit working for the arbitrator and Telstra) ignored all the income I lost from single-club bookings, i.e., the profit I made on souvenirs and the $120 to $165 tariff per person for these customers.

In case the visitor has not grasped what has been said above: 

By hovering your cursor or mouse over the Chronology of Events, you will be led to a document dated March 1994, referenced as AUSTEL’s Adverse Findings. This document confirms that government public servants investigating my ongoing telephone issues supported my claims against Telstra, particularly between Points 2 and 212. It is evident that if the arbitrator had been presented with AUSTEL’s Adverse Findings, he would have awarded me a significantly higher amount for my financial losses than he ultimately did.

Government records (see Absentjustice-Introduction File 495 to 551) show AUSTEL's adverse findings were provided to Telstra (the defendants) one month before Telstra and I signed our arbitration agreement. I did not receive a copy of these same findings until 23 November 2007, 12 years after the conclusion of my arbitration, which was outside the statute of limitations for me to use those government findings to appeal the arbitrator's award.

AUSTEL’s Adverse Findings, dated 4 March 1994, confirmed that my claims against Telstra were validated (see points 2 to 212) before I was forced into arbitration under threat of the then Telecommucations Industy Ombudsman (TIO) Warwick Smith and Telstra that unless I sign for arbitration then Telstra and the TIO would collectively decline to further investigate my telephone faults which I alleged had been apparanty since February 1988, when I purchased the business.

Unfortunately, I did not receive a copy of these findings AUSTEL’s Adverse Findings at points 2 to 212 until November 23, 2007, 12 years after the termination of my arbitration process. In simple words, the government had already validated my claims as early as March 4, 1994, six weeks before April 21, 1994, when I signed the arbitration agreement.

But despite this proof, I was still required to endure 13 months in a gruelling arbitration process that cost me well over $300,000 in professional fees to prove something the government had already established.

 

TWO SYSTEMS OF JUSTICE
 
How Australia Protected Power While Sacrificing Its Own Citizens
 
There are moments in a nation’s history when the truth reveals itself not through grand speeches or official inquiries, but through the quiet, devastating contrast between how the powerful are treated and how ordinary citizens are discarded. For me, that contrast became impossible to ignore in the early 1990s, when Telstra — still a government‑owned corporation — failed to meet its contractual obligations to Rupert Murdoch’s Fox operations.
 
The failure was significant. Telstra had promised a level of service capacity essential for Fox’s broadcasting and commercial expansion. When it couldn’t deliver, the consequences were immediate and costly. The government moved swiftly, decisively, and with a clarity of purpose I would never see applied to ordinary Australians. Murdoch’s companies received a compensation package reportedly in the hundreds of millions of dollars — a settlement negotiated behind closed doors, executed with precision, and justified as necessary to protect commercial confidence.
 
It was a masterclass in how the system responds when the aggrieved party is powerful, wealthy, and globally influential.
But while the government was quietly writing cheques to protect a multinational corporation, a very different story was unfolding for the rest of us.
 
Around the same time, a group of small business owners — the people who would later become known as the COT Cases — were fighting for something far more basic: the right to reliable telephone service. We weren’t asking for special treatment. We weren’t demanding millions. We simply wanted the service we had been promised, the service we were paying for, the service our livelihoods depended on.
 
When Telstra failed us, the consequences were catastrophic. Lost calls meant lost customers. Faulty lines meant lost bookings. Static, dropouts, and dead lines meant reputations destroyed. For some, it meant bankruptcy. For others, the collapse of marriages, health, and hope.
The government’s response?
 
Not swift. Not decisive. Not protective. Instead, we were herded into a government‑endorsed arbitration process — a process that, we were assured, would be fair, transparent, and independent. A process that would hold Telstra accountable. A process that would restore what we had lost.
 
But from the moment the ink dried on those agreements, it became clear that the arbitration system was designed not to deliver justice, but to contain us. To manage us. To neutralise us.
 
Where Murdoch received compensation for Telstra’s failure, we received legal bills.
Where Fox was treated as a partner, we were treated as a problem.
Where the government protected a corporation’s commercial interests, it protected Telstra from its own citizens.
 
The contrast was not just stark — it was damning.
 
To understand how such a double standard could exist, you have to look at the ecosystem of influence that surrounded Telstra at the time. The telecommunications landscape was shifting. The government was preparing Telstra for privatisation. Its value — and the political careers tied to that value — depended on maintaining the illusion of a reliable, modern, world‑class network.
 
Admitting systemic faults would have been commercially disastrous. Compensating ordinary citizens would have been politically inconvenient. But compensating a global media empire? That was necessary. And so the system bent. It bent for Murdoch. It bent for Fox. It bent for the government’s own commercial ambitions.
 
But it did not bend for us.
 
The deeper I went into arbitration, the more I realised that the system wasn’t broken — it was functioning exactly as designed. The rules were written by Telstra. The arbitrator was appointed under conditions that would later be revealed as deeply conflicted. Evidence was withheld, delayed, or altered. Technical reports were sanitised. And the government, which had promised oversight, quietly stepped back into the shadows.
 
Meanwhile, the same legal and corporate figures who shaped the regulatory environment were moving into senior roles within major media organisations, including Fox‑related entities. It wasn’t illegal. It wasn’t even unusual. But it revealed something essential about how power circulates in Australia: within tight circles, behind closed doors, and far from the reach of ordinary citizens.
 
When powerful institutions operate within overlapping networks, accountability becomes optional. Transparency becomes negotiable. And justice becomes a privilege, not a right.
 
For us — the small business owners, the farmers, the tourism operators, the shopkeepers — justice was never on the table. We were told to trust the process. We were told the arbitrator was independent. We were told the government was watching. 
 
But the truth was simpler and far more brutal. We were expendable. Our losses didn’t threaten the national interest. Our businesses didn’t influence global markets. Our voices didn’t carry into boardrooms or cabinet meetings. And so, when Telstra failed to meet its obligations to us, we weren’t compensated. We were punished. Some of us were forced to pay Telstra’s legal costs. Some were left with debts that would follow them for decades. Some lost everything.
 
The same government that protected a billionaire’s commercial interests refused to protect its own citizens from the consequences of Telstra’s failures. That is the heart of the injustice.
 
That is the rot at the centre of the system. That is the story Australia still hasn’t been told.
 
Looking back now, with the benefit of years and the clarity that comes from surviving the worst of it, I can see that our fight was never just about faulty phone lines. It was about something far larger: the right of ordinary Australians to be treated with the same dignity, fairness, and respect afforded to corporations and political allies.
 
We weren’t asking for special treatment. We were asking for equal treatment. And the system couldn’t — or wouldn’t — provide it.
 
This chapter marks the turning point in my memoir because it marks the turning point in my understanding. It was the moment I realised that our battle was not just against Telstra, but against the machinery that protected it. A machinery that could compensate for a global media empire while abandoning the citizens it was meant to serve.
 
It was the moment I understood that justice in Australia is not distributed evenly. It is allocated. It is prioritised. It is negotiated.  And for people like 

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The Final Telstra Insult 

When Cathy and I left Cape Bridgewater for the last time in February 2019, hoping to leave the nightmare behind, a towering billboard rose above the highway out of Portland. Its message hit like a blade. It wasn’t an upgrade announcement. It was a confession — a public admission that everything Telstra had sworn in 1994 was false.

 

Absent Justice - My Story

 

“We’ve expanded Australia’s best network to Cape Bridgewater.”

For twenty‑four years, Telstra swore under oath that Cape Bridgewater enjoyed the same standard of telephone service as metropolitan Australia. Seven employees, seven signatures, all insisting my business had “world‑class” telecommunications and that any problems were long resolved.

Then, in late 2018, a new roadside placard appeared at the entrance to Cape Bridgewater announcing that a “world‑class telephone service” was soon to be introduced. Not celebrated. Not maintained. Introduced. A quarter of a century after those sworn statements — and seventeen years after I was forced to sell my business because that service never existed.

Cape Bridgewater never had the service Telstra claimed. Not in 1994. Not in 2001. Not until the upgrades were finally finished around 2018.

Evidence the Arbitrator Never Saw
In his 11 May 1995 award, the arbitrator wrote at point 3.2(h):
 
"The claimant adds that he continued to suffer transmission problems after March 1993, although since July 1994, he has had relatively little cause for complaint" 
This statement directly contradicts the government’s own findings from its secret investigation into my complaints — findings that were withheld from the arbitration process until November 2007, twelve years too late for me to appeal.
  • Points 2 to 212 of the government communications authority reports (see AUSTEL’s Adverse Findings, tell a completely different story — one that aligns with Telstra’s 2018 placard, including the statements made by Paul Howell of (Canada) in his formal report of April 1995 and the statements made by the new owners of my business in 2002 to 2006. The sworn witness statements should be reinvestigated by the boards  Telstra and the current government  1994 sworn statements.
  • Government records show AUSTEL’s adverse findings were provided to Telstra one month before Telstra and I signed the arbitration agreement.
  • I did not receive those findings until 23 November 2007, long after the statute of limitations had expired.
The arbitrator was fed a narrative that Telstra knew was fiction.
 
Even worse, the statement made by Paul Howell, DMR Group Inc (Canada), who was flown from Canada by the government to investigate my ongoing telephone faults, states at point 2.23, in his official formal report, that:  

“One issue in the Cape Bridgewater case remains open, and we shall attempt to resolve it in the next few weeks, namely Mr Smith’s complaints about billing problems.

“Otherwise, the Technician Report on Cape Bridgewater is complete.” ( Open Letter File No/47-A to 47-D)

and 

“Continued reports of 008 faults up to the present. As the level of disruption to overall CBHC  service is not clear, and fault causes have not been diagnosed, a reasonable expectation that these faults would remain ‘open’,”  (Exhibit 45-c -File No/45-A)

It is clear from this Canadian telecommunications expert that, in his opinion, my telephone problems were ongoing in April 1995 and would continue to remain "open", his emphasis, not mine, until the cause of the faults being recorded was diagnosed.
 
The New Owners Confirm What Telstra Denied
 
The statements made by the new owners of my business — documented in Chapter 4, The New Owners Tell Their Story, and Chapter 5, Immoral - Hypocritical Conduct — further contradict Telstra’s sworn evidence but coincide with Paul Howell's statements. They experienced the same crippling faults, the same failed connections, the same lost bookings.
 
Their testimony matches the government’s findings.
It matches the 2018 placard.
It does not match Telstra’s sworn statements.

What began in March 1988 as a simple fight for a fair go had become a long, punishing struggle against a system determined to break me. The arbitration process, supposedly a path to justice, unfolded like a performance whose ending had been written long before I stepped into the ring. Seven sworn statements painted a picture of a flawless rural network — a picture crafted to obscure, confuse, and suffocate the truth.

The government’s own secret investigation told a very different story. Its findings — withheld from me until 2007, twelve years too late to appeal — documented the same faults I had been reporting for years. Telstra received those findings a month before I signed the arbitration agreement. I didn’t see them until the statute of limitations had closed the door on justice.
Even the new owners of my business later confirmed what Telstra denied: the faults continued, the bookings failed, and the service remained broken. Their experience matched the government’s findings — and matched the 2018 placard — but not Telstra’s sworn evidence.

This was never an error. It was a strategy.

The Australian Government owned the network. It owned Telstra. It owned the arbitration process. And instead of ensuring fairness, it allowed Telstra to weaponise false statements to protect itself during privatisation.

Meanwhile, Cathy and I were left to run two telephone‑dependent businesses — Cape Bridgewater Holiday Camp and Seal Cove Guest House — on a service so unreliable it crippled revenue and ultimately forced us to sell. We were misled. We were deceived. We were sacrificed to protect a government‑owned corporation.

And that 2018 placard still stands as the final insult — and the final proof — of the truth Telstra tried to bury.

---Telstra’s conduct during my arbitration was not merely incorrect—it was deeply sinister, unethical, and laced with deliberate deception. On 12 December 1994, seven  employees of Telstra signed witness statements under oath, asserting to arbitrator Dr. Gordon Hughes that my Cape Bridgewater Holiday Camp received a telephone service "equivalent to the rest of Australia." 

This was no innocent mistake; it was a calculated fabrication. They all knew it was false, and so did Telstra. 

For years, Telstra maintained this deceitful narrative—swearing under oath that Cape Bridgewater possessed the same standard of service as metropolitan Australia. Yet in late 2018, Telstra brazenly erected a roadside placard at the entrance to Cape Bridgewater, heralding a forthcoming "world-class telephone service." This announcement came a staggering twenty-four years after those false sworn statements and seventeen years after I was forced to sell my business due to the nonexistent service they had promised.

This sign was not just an upgrade announcement; it was a damning confession. It exposed that Telstra’s nine witness statements were not only inaccurate but knowingly deceitful, meticulously crafted to mislead the arbitrator and destroy my rightful claims. It illustrated how the government-owned carrier lied to protect its interests during a legal process already under scrutiny for its egregious mishandling.

In his 11 May 1995 award, the arbitrator stated at point 3.2 (h), “The claimant adds that he continued to suffer transmission problems after March 1993, although since July 1994 he has had relatively little cause for complaint.” This assertion blatantly contradicts the findings from a secret government investigation into the very same complaints, findings that were intentionally withheld from the arbitration process until November 2007—twelve long years after my arbitration concluded. The findings presented in points 2 to 212 of the government communications authority reports convey an entirely different narrative, one that aligns perfectly with Telstra's 2018 placard—specifically, AUSTEL’s adverse findings.

Furthermore, Telstra's nine sworn witness statements starkly contrast with the testimonies provided by the new owners of my business, as highlighted in Chapter 4, "The New Owners Tell Their Story," and Chapter 5, "Immoral - Hypocritical Conduct."

Government records (see Absentjustice-Introduction File 495 to 551) reveal that AUSTEL's adverse findings were submitted to Telstra (the defendants) a mere month before we signed our arbitration agreement. I, however, did not receive a copy of those findings until 23 November 2007, twelve years after the conclusion of my arbitration, far beyond the statute of limitations that barred me from using this information to challenge the arbitrator's ruling.

Cape Bridgewater never had the service Telstra so deceitfully claimed—not in 1994, not in 2001, and not until their so-called upgrades were finally completed in 2018. Yet, in their arrogance, Telstra misled the arbitrator, fully aware that my very livelihood depended on reliable telecommunications. They falsely proclaimed everything was resolved when in truth, nothing had changed. They declared our service had been made equal when it was patently inferior, and they insisted the issues were fixed while they ruthlessly dismantled my business. 

This wasn’t merely an error—it was a calculated strategy, a treachery in plain sight.

The Australian Government owned the network, Telstra, and held control over the entire arbitration process. Instead of guaranteeing fairness, it colluded with Telstra, allowing them to weaponize lies to shield themselves from accountability. While Telstra executives and government bureaucrats closed ranks, my partner Cathy and I were left to manage two businesses—Cape Bridgewater Holiday Camp (1988–2001) and Seal Cove Guest House (2001–2018)—struggling with a service so disreputable that it shattered bookings, decimated revenue, and forced us to succumb to the pressures of a corrupt system.

We were misled. We were deceived. We were sacrificed by a government-owned corporation bent on protecting its interests as it prepared for privatization. The 2018 placard stands as a silent monument to the truth that Telstra desperately sought to bury: our service was never equal to that of the rest of Australia, and Telstra knew this well when they swore otherwise.

 

 

As if this betrayal weren't enough, on June 24, 1997, the same Peter ---- was called out by Telstra whistleblower Lindsay White during a Senate committee hearing probing Telstra's gross misconduct in numerous arbitrations. Mr White's explosive testimony revealed a chilling directive he received from Peter ----: all five COT cases—naming both Mr Schorer and me as part of this conspiracy—had to be "stopped at all costs" from proving our claims against Telstra (see pages 36 to 39 of the Senate - Parliament of Australia). This orchestrated malfeasance paints a horrifying picture of a corrupt system that defies democracy and undermines the very principles of justice.
 
An investigation conducted by the Senate Committee, which the government appointed to examine five of the twenty-one COT cases as a "litmus test," found significant misconduct by Telstra. This was highlighted by the statements of six senators in the Senate in March 1999 → →

 

Eggleston, Sen Alan – Bishop, Sen Mark – Boswell, Sen Ronald – Carr, Sen Kim – Schacht, Sen Chris, Alston  Sen Richard.   

Absent Justice - My Story Senator Alan Eggleston

 

On 23 March 1999, the Australian Financial. Review reported on the conclusion of the Senate estimates committee hearing into why Telstra withheld so many documents from the COT cases, noting: 

“A Senate working party delivered a damning report into the COT dispute. The report focused on the difficulties encountered by COT members as they sought to obtain documents from Telstra. The report found Telstra had deliberately withheld important network documents and/or provided them too late and forced members to proceed with arbitration without the necessary information,” Senator Eggleston said. “They have defied the Senate working party. Their conduct is to act as a law unto themselves.”  

Unfortunately, because my case was settled three years prior, several other COT cases and I were unable to benefit from the valuable insights and recommendations of this investigation or from the Senate. Out of the twenty-one final arbitration and mediation cases, only five received punitive damages, along with their originally withheld FOI documents. 

In the mid‑1960s, I alerted the Australian Government that Australian wheat shipped to Communist China was being re‑routed to North Vietnam, feeding the very forces Australian, New Zealand, and American soldiers were fighting. The government did nothing. Canada, by contrast, stepped in to help its own merchant seamen caught in the same geopolitical mess. That contrast—Canada standing tall while Australia hid the truth—would repeat itself decades later when the Canadian Government again offered assistance during my COT arbitration battle after Australia refused.
 
The same pattern of concealment resurfaced during the COT arbitrations, where promised FOI documents were withheld, evidence was tampered with, and officials avoided scrutiny. At the very same time, deeply disturbing allegations of child abuse within Parliament House, Canberra, were emerging—allegations involving the very office responsible for handling our arbitration‑related complaints. The climate of secrecy surrounding those allegations cast a long shadow over our attempts to obtain the documents we were entitled to.
 
These events—spanning corruption, political fear, international betrayal, and institutional cover‑ups—are not separate chapters. They are interconnected threads of the same fabric. To tell the truth, I must weave them together, because that is how they unfolded: overlapping, reinforcing, and shaping each other across three decades.
 

The entire process we were forced to endure was nothing short of corrupt, evil, treacherous, and sinister. From the outset, it was clear that this was not just a battle for justice but a dark labyrinth of deceit designed to silence and manipulate. The interconnected events of this saga played out like a meticulous web of betrayal, where every attempt to reveal the truth was met with an insidious response from those in power.

The government's actions were not merely negligent; they were calculated, a deliberate effort to obscure uncomfortable truths that would threaten their own interests. The wheat scandal from the 1960s exemplified a systemic refusal to act against wrongdoing, paving the way for similar abuses during the COT arbitrations. It was as though an invisible hand was guiding this treachery, ensuring that the darkest corners of dishonesty remained shrouded in secrecy.

As the Telstra privatisation unfolded, the collusion became even more evident. With falsified testing results heralded as credible proof of Telstra’s integrity, it was clear that trust was not just broken; it was weaponised against those seeking redress. The same governmental indifference that allowed the wheat shipments to corrupt ends echoed throughout the telecommunications scandal, illustrating a twisted pattern of conduct where truth was sacrificed for profit.

The very institutions meant to uphold justice were complicit in this treachery. The sale of Lane Telecommunications to Ericsson amid ongoing investigations was not just a conflict of interest; it was a heinous betrayal of the trust placed in them. The integrity of the arbitration was irreparably tarnished by this insidious manoeuvring, leaving us in a precarious position where our voices were muffled and our plight ignored.

To this day, the critical reports meticulously assembled by my trusted technical consultant, George Close, on Ericsson’s exchange equipment remain missing, swallowed whole by the shadows of a corrupt arbitration process. These documents were not merely evidence; they were the linchpin of my case, and their vanishing act signals a brazen betrayal of the very rules that should uphold justice. According to the arbitration guidelines, all submitted materials must be restitutioned to the claimant within six weeks of the arbitrator's decision—yet here I am in 2026, still grasping at thin air.

None of the COT Cases were granted leave to appeal their arbitration awards—even though it is now clear that the purchase of Lane by Ericsson must have been in motion months before the arbitrations concluded.It is crucial to highlight the bribery and corruption issues raised by the US Department of Justice against Ericsson of Sweden, as reported in the Australian media on 19 December 2019.   

One of Telstra's key partners in the building out of their 5G network in Australia is set to fork out over $1.4 billion after the US Department of Justice accused them of bribery and corruption on a massive scale and over a long period of time.

Sweden's telecoms giant Ericsson has agreed to pay more than $1.4 billion following an extensive investigation which saw the Telstra-linked Company 'admitting to a years-long campaign of corruption in five countries to solidify its grip on telecommunications business. (https://www.channelnews.com.au/key-telstra-5g-partner-admits-to-bribery-corruption/)

 

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Back in 1996, when my arbitration legal team began to untangle the web of deceit surrounding the arbitration agreement, we unearthed alarming irregularities—text covertly altered to shield the culpable technical consultants, specifically Lane. It is a staggering revelation that this treachery was facilitated with the blessing of both government and COT lawyers, who had sanctioned the original version, perhaps in exchange for their own vested interests. In the face of such conspiracy, I demanded the foundational documents from the arbitration administrator John Pinnock, desperate for insight into how this treachery could transpire beneath our noses. And what was his chilling response? Silence, laced with complicity.

“I do not propose to provide you with copies of any documents held by this office.”  John Pinnock, 10 January 1996 () 

Even on the brink of signing the arbitration agreement, it had been insidiously tampered with behind our backs—manipulated to safeguard the interests of the arbitration consultants, Chapter 5 Fraudulent Conduct," vividly reveals. The three of us—Ann Grams, Graham Schorer, and I—were cornered into a grim choice: either exonerate the arbitration consultants by scrapping the $250,000,000 liability caps from the agreement and fully exonerate the legal arbitration counsel involved, or face the dire consequence of pursuing Telstra in court without any arbitration. Faced with this treacherous ultimatum, we reluctantly caved in. 

 

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What unfolded was not arbitration—it was a coordinated campaign of collusion and concealment. From the laundering of evidence to the secret sale of Lane Telecommunications Pty Ltdevery move was calculated to undermine justice and protect the guilty.

Every step of this convoluted path was fraught with malevolence, where every thread of our narrative was intertwined with the forces of corruption and treachery. It became painfully evident that the truth we fought so hard to uncover was not just unwelcome; it was dangerous to those who thrived in the shadows of deceit. The whole process was a grim testament to the lengths institutions will go to protect their own interests at the expense of justice and integrity.

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Kangaroo Court - Absent Justice It is crucial to emphasise the significance of the four letters dated 17 August 2017, 6 October 2017, 9 October 2017, and 10 October 2017, authored by COT Case Ann Garms shortly before her passing. These letters were addressed to The Hon. Malcolm Turnbull MP, Prime Minister of Australia, and Senator the Hon. Mathias Cormann (See File Ann Garms 104 Document). On 1 June 2021, Mathias Cormann officially assumed office as the Secretary-General of the OECD in Paris, France. Like Australia's former Prime Minister Malcolm Turnbull, he possesses comprehensive knowledge of the legitimacy of the COT Cases' claims. (rb.gy/dsvidd)
 

PART IV — THE SURVEILLANCE NO ONE WOULD EXPLAIN

 
There are moments in life when the world tilts — not dramatically, not with a crash, but with a quiet shift that changes everything. For me, that moment came the day I realised Telstra wasn’t just ignoring my complaints. They were watching me.
 
It began with a single line in a document — a Telstra internal memo that referenced my telephone conversation with former Australian Prime Minister Malcolm Fraser. I had spoken to Mr Fraser on two occasions concerning my 1967 arrest by the Chinese Red Guards. I remember staring at the words, feeling the air leave my lungs. That part of my life was buried deep, spoken of only rarely, and never lightly. It was a chapter carved into me by fear and uncertainty, one I had survived but never fully escaped.
 
And now it was sitting in front of me in a Telstra file note: → 'alan smith' spoke with malcom fraser today ---- cape -- then more than half of the remaining page had been redacted. 
 
Why?
 
What did my past in Communist China have to do with phone faults in Cape Bridgewater? Why was a telecommunications company documenting events from my youth — events that had nearly cost me my life? The questions came fast, but the answers never came.
 
The memories I had spent decades trying to contain began to seep back into my life. I could see the Red Guards again — the uniforms, the shouting, the accusations I couldn’t disprove. I could feel the cold floor beneath me, the uncertainty of each passing hour, the fear that I might never see home again. I had survived that ordeal, but the scars had never fully healed. And now, Telstra had found a way to reopen them. I didn’t know whether to be angry or afraid.
 
In truth, I was both.
 
The next blow came quietly, almost casually, in the form of a conversation with a Telstra technician who let something slip — something he shouldn’t have said.
 
“Your calls are being monitored, Alan.” I would like to elaborate on this statement, but I have no evidence, and absentjustice.com is a website that does not make major statements without supporting documents.
 
He said it like a man who had seen too much and was tired of pretending otherwise. He said it like someone who knew the truth but wasn’t allowed to speak it. However, the questions I answered in the Australian Federal Police Investigation File No/1 indicate that the AFP stated it had documents showing that my private life was not so private. 
 
I felt the room tilt again. Monitored? By whom? For what purpose? I had nothing to hide. I was a small business owner trying to keep my doors open. My calls were to customers, suppliers, family, and — occasionally — to former Prime Minister Malcolm Fraser, who had taken an interest in my case.
 
Was that the reason? Was that why Telstra was listening? The thought made my skin crawl. I sought answers. I asked Telstra directly. I asked politely. I asked firmly. I asked repeatedly.
 
And every time, I was met with silence. Not denial. No explanation. Just silence. The kind of silence that tells you the truth is too dangerous to speak aloud.
 
The psychological toll was immediate and brutal. I hesitated before picking up the phone. I wondered who was listening. I wondered what they were writing down. I wondered how much of my life had been quietly recorded without my knowledge. The house, once a sanctuary, began to feel like a stage. Every conversation felt exposed. Every fax felt intercepted.
 
Every silence felt deliberate.
 
I wasn’t sleeping. I wasn’t eating. I was unravelling. Two clinical psychologists — Dr Burnard in Melbourne and Dr Francolm in Portland — examined me and reached the same conclusion: I was suffering from PTSD, triggered by Telstra’s unexplained surveillance and the pressure of being forced into arbitration. Both warned that I should not be placed into arbitration until Telstra explained why they were intercepting my calls and hacking my faxes.
 
Their warnings were ignored. Ignored by Telstra. Ignored by the arbitrator. Ignored by the government. Ignored by everyone who should have protected me.
 
 Then came the meeting with Mr Ian Joblin, Telstra’s own clinical psychologist. He listened as I explained the impact the surveillance was having on my mental health. He listened as I described the nightmares, the flashbacks, the fear that history was repeating itself. He listened as I told him about the Red Guards, the interrogations, the uncertainty that had shaped my youth.
 
And he said something I will never forget.
 
“Alan, I can’t discuss my findings with you, but I will be noting in my report that Telstra’s actions are contributing significantly to your stress.” For a moment, I felt seen. For a moment, I believed the truth might finally be acknowledged. For a moment, I believed the system might still have a shred of integrity. But that moment didn’t last.
 
When I received his witness statement from Telstra’s arbitration defence unit, it was unsigned—and, worse, empty. Every concern he had acknowledged was gone. Every ethical obligation he had referenced had vanished. Every truth he had promised to record had been erased. It was as if the conversation had never happened.
 
The silence had swallowed it whole.
 
That was the moment I understood the full scope of what I was up against. This wasn’t just a telecommunications company. This wasn’t just a faulty phone line. This wasn’t just a bureaucratic oversight. This was a system — a system that monitored, documented, redacted, manipulated, and silenced. A system that protected itself at any cost. A system that saw people like me not as customers, but as threats. And threats had to be neutralised.
 
The surveillance wasn’t just an invasion of privacy. It was a weapon. A weapon designed to destabilise me. A weapon designed to undermine my credibility. A weapon designed to push me into arbitration in a state of psychological vulnerability. And it worked.
 
I entered arbitration already broken, already traumatised, already fighting ghosts from my past and enemies in my present. But what Telstra didn’t understand — what they could never understand — was that a man who has survived the Red Guards does not break easily. They could monitor me. They could silence me. They could erase my truth from their documents.
 
But they could not erase it from me. And that truth — fragile, battered, but still alive — would become the foundation of everything that followed.
 
PART VI — THE GOVERNMENT THAT LOOKED AWAY
 
There is a moment in every long fight when you realise the people you thought were on your side never were. It doesn’t happen suddenly. It happens slowly, like a curtain being drawn back inch by inch, revealing a truth you were never meant to see.
 
For me, that moment came when I realised the government — the same government that had promised fairness, transparency, and accountability — had quietly stepped back from the fight. Not because they didn’t know what was happening. Not because they lacked the power to intervene. But because intervening would have meant confronting the truth.
And the truth was dangerous.
 
In the early days, I believed the government would help. I believed the Ombudsman’s office would investigate. I believed ministers would demand answers. I believed the Senate would insist on transparency. I believed that once the evidence was laid out — the faulty lines, the intercepted calls, the altered documents, the surveillance — someone in authority would say, “This is unacceptable.”
 
But belief is a fragile thing.
 
The first cracks appeared when the Commonwealth Ombudsman’s Director of Investigations wrote to Telstra’s CEO demanding an explanation for why Telstra was refusing to return FOI documents that had already been released to me. Documents containing handwritten notes on my China and Vietnam history. Documents that had been quietly redacted in later versions.
 
The Ombudsman recognised the seriousness. The Ombudsman demanded answers. The Ombudsman expected cooperation.
Telstra ignored them.
 
And the government did nothing.
 
Then came the Senate.
 
For a brief moment, it felt like the truth might finally break through. Senators asked questions. They requested documents. They examined the COT Case Strategy. They acknowledged the evidence of withheld information, altered reports, and compromised arbitration processes. Some senators were outraged. Some were sympathetic. Some were determined to uncover the truth.
 
But outrage is not action. Sympathy is not justice. Determination is not accountability. Behind the scenes, the machinery of government was already shifting — not toward transparency, but toward containment. The Senate could ask questions. But they could not compel answers. Not when the answers threatened the reputation of a government‑owned corporation. Not when the truth risked political fallout. Not when the cost of honesty was too high.
 
And so the questions remained unanswered. The documents remained hidden. The truth remained buried.
 
I remember sitting in my living room, watching a Senate hearing on television, listening to officials speak in the careful, polished language of people who know how to say nothing while sounding like they’re saying everything. “We are looking into the matter.” “We are reviewing the documentation.” “We are confident the process was fair.” “We have no evidence of wrongdoing.”
 
No evidence? I had boxes of it. I had lived it. I had survived it. But the government wasn’t looking for evidence. They were looking for distance. Distance from Telstra. Distance from responsibility. Distance from the truth.
 
The deeper I went into the arbitration process, the more I realised the government’s role wasn’t passive. It was strategic. They had created the arbitration. They had appointed the arbitrator.
 
They had approved the rules. They had promised independence. But independence was an illusion. The arbitrator was denied resources. The technical consultants were restricted. The legal framework was manipulated. The evidence was controlled by Telstra. And the government — the same government that had promised fairness — allowed it to happen.
 
Not by accident. Not by oversight. But by design. Because admitting the truth would have meant admitting failure.
Admitting failure would have meant accountability. And accountability was something no one in power was willing to face.
 
The hardest part wasn’t the betrayal itself. It was the silence that followed. Letters went unanswered. Requests were ignored. Meetings were postponed. Promises evaporated. I would write to ministers, detailing the surveillance, FOI alterations, technical failures, and psychological harm. I would attach documents, evidence, and timelines. I would plead for intervention.
 
And I would receive replies that said nothing. “We acknowledge your concerns.” “We appreciate your patience.” “We are unable to comment on ongoing matters.” “We trust the arbitration process.”
 
Trust?
 
The arbitration process was collapsing under the weight of its own corruption. And they knew it. But the government had made its choice. They would protect Telstra. They would protect themselves. They would protect the narrative. And the casualties — the small business owners, the farmers, the isolated families, the people whose lives had been quietly destroyed — would be left to fend for themselves.
 
There is a particular kind of loneliness that comes from realising your own government has abandoned you. It is not the loneliness of isolation. It is the loneliness of betrayal.
 
You expect corporations to protect themselves. You expect lawyers to play games. You expect bureaucracies to be slow. But you do not expect your own government to look you in the eye, acknowledge your suffering, and then turn away. That is a wound that never fully heals.
 
But here is the part the government never understood:
 
When you abandon a man who has nothing left to lose, you create something dangerous. You create a man who will not be silenced. You create a man who will not walk away. You create a man who will document everything. You create a man who will build a record so complete, so detailed, so undeniable, that the truth will outlive every attempt to bury it. They thought ignoring me would end the story. They were wrong. It was only the beginning.
 
PART VII — WHY I BUILT ABSENT JUSTICE
 
There comes a point in every long fight when you realise you are no longer fighting for yourself. You are fighting for the truth — because the truth has no voice of its own, and if you don’t speak it, it will die in the dark.
 
For me, that moment came long after the arbitration had ended, long after the government had turned away, long after Telstra had declared the matter closed. I was sitting alone again — the same kitchen table, the same flickering light, the same boxes of documents that had become both my burden and my armour. But something was different.
 
The despair was still there, yes. The exhaustion. The anger. The grief for the life I had lost. But beneath all of that, something else had taken root — something small, stubborn, and quietly powerful. A refusal. A refusal to let them erase what had happened. A refusal to let the lies stand unchallenged. A refusal to let the truth be buried under redactions, silence, and bureaucratic indifference.
 
I realised that if I didn’t preserve the evidence, no one would. If I didn’t tell the story, it would vanish. If I didn’t fight, the truth would die. And I could not — would not — let that happen.
 
Absent Justice didn’t begin as a website. It began as a promise. A promise to myself that I would not let the system win by default. A promise to the other COT Cases — the farmers, the small business owners, the isolated families — that their suffering would not be forgotten. A promise to the truth itself, which had been twisted, redacted, manipulated, and silenced for far too long.
 
I didn’t have money. I didn’t have political influence. I didn’t have legal power. But I had something the system didn’t expect. I had the documents. I finally, after more than two decades, had the FOI releases — the original versions and the altered ones. I had the memos referencing my China and Vietnam history.
 
I had the evidence of intercepted calls and hacked faxes. I had the technical reports that contradicted Telstra’s public statements.
 
I had an acknowledgement from psychologists warning that I was unfit for arbitration. I had the proof that those warnings were ignored. I had the COT Case Strategy — the blueprint for withholding evidence. I had the Senate transcripts. I had the Ombudsman’s letters. I had the truth. And I had something else — something Telstra never understood. I had time.
 
They thought I would give up. They thought I would break. They thought I would fade away. But I didn’t. I kept writing. I kept documenting. I kept piecing together the deliberately scattered fragments of a story.
 
And slowly, painfully, relentlessly, the truth began to take shape.
 
Absent Justice became my way of fighting back — not with anger, not with violence, but with evidence. With facts. With the kind of meticulous documentation that bureaucracies fear because it cannot be dismissed.
 
I built the website page by page, document by document, memory by memory. I wrote late into the night, long after exhaustion told me to stop. I scanned thousands of pages,  I cross‑referenced dates, matched signatures, and compared versions. I became my own investigator. My own archivist. My own historian. And as the story grew, something unexpected happened.
 
People like you began to read it. Not just the COT Cases. Not just the families who had lived through similar nightmares. Not just the few politicians who still cared. Ordinary Australians.
 
People who had never heard of the COT saga. People who had never questioned the integrity of a government‑owned corporation. People who had never imagined that something like this could happen in their own country.
 
They wrote to me. They thanked me. They are now beginning to tell me their own stories. They are starting to tell me they finally understood what had happened — not just to me, but to all of us. And for the first time in years, I felt something I thought I had lost forever. Purpose.
 
Absent Justice is not a website. It is a record. A testimony. A refusal to let the truth be erased. It is the story of what happens when ordinary Australians stand up to a system that was never designed to be challenged. It is the story of lies, surveillance, betrayal, and the quiet brutality of bureaucratic power. It is the story of how far a corporation will go to protect itself — and how far a man must go to protect the truth. It is the story of the COT Cases — the Casualties of Telstra — and the fight that should never have been necessary. But above all, it is a story about resilience.
 
 
 
 

 

 

 

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“I am writing in reference to your article in last Friday’s Herald-Sun (2nd April 1993) about phone difficulties experienced by businesses.

I wish to confirm that I have had problems trying to contact Cape Bridgewater Holiday Camp over the past 2 years.

I also experienced problems while trying to organise our family camp for September this year. On numerous occasions I have rung from both this business number 053 424 675 and also my home number and received no response – a dead line.

I rang around the end of February (1993) and twice was subjected to a piercing noise similar to a fax. I reported this incident to Telstra who got the same noise when testing.”

Cathy Lindsey

“Only I know from personal experience that your story is true, otherwise I would find it difficult to believe. I was amazed and impressed with the thorough, detailed work you have done in your efforts to find justice”

Sister Burke

“A number of people seem to be experiencing some or all of the problems which you have outlined to me. …

“I trust that your meeting tomorrow with Senators Alston and Boswell is a profitable one.”

Hon David Hawker MP

“…your persistence to bring about improvements to Telecom’s country services. I regret that it was at such a high personal cost.”

Hon David Hawker

“…the very large number of persons that had been forced into an arbitration process and have been obliged to settle as a result of the sheer weight that Telstra has brought to bear on them as a consequence where they have faced financial ruin if they did not settle…”

Senator Carr

“Only I know from personal experience that your story is true, otherwise I would find it difficult to believe. I was amazed and impressed with the thorough, detailed work you have done in your efforts to find justice”

Sister Burke

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